Saturday, August 30, 2008

Paying the bills in the morning may give u blues....here's one point...trying lifting up ur mood...Because u r stuck there with different types of people....ahahaha. no offence but yeah...((: Looking at small kids following thier grand parents pay bills....never bathe just fresh from their beds....ohhhh the smell of fresh air.....ahahahah. Look on the bright side when i look at them i remembered my days as a child imaginations just running wild in my head....even the simplest of toys can be created into some new thing...broken things can be improvised.....wow! If i had the mind now I would be freaking happy.....seriously so many things can be created. Next up...nyonya2 pagi..masyallah.....they really do get on ur nerves....rushing like a mad dog was behind chasing them....i would say that they are the mad dog. Then they will look at u with that weird look like they are not happy with ya....well then screw you! no offence. Yeah....uncle who came with nice music...thanks...really did appreciate it....thinking bout our situation....and ironically the song that was playing is dun worry behappy....like the one in flushed away....((: that kinda lifted up my mood...((: okay...bye people...((: till next time

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Friday, August 29, 2008

Woohoo!!! Teacher's day celebration....as usual....it was kinda boring....but being ex students we have to make it more livier or not we would regret going back. This year's performances was a lot really alot....and i got a surprise....zza adek's was the emcee for that event....Baik kecik!!! Admire ur courage to go up to stage...((: Good work...and who was that girl with u on stage? Didn't see her before.....Wooooot!!! saw kawan2 lamer....Syuhada especially....((: Izzwan the cicak....yes ah...ur hair is still the same jambol2....haiyooo....keep ur hair lah...me nice hair? AHAHAHA....cool Syuhada...((: First up performance....chinese thingy.....boooo!!! Boring hahahaha.....no offence but yeah.....Next up was ALIMAN ahahah....the guy with the water bottle.....he sang AKU MASIH SAYANG.....dude...nice work there....((: He actually had the guts to go up there and sing....jum even if he used his original voice at least he is up there singing....not like u...hahahha relax ah bro....no harm done....next up was the bands playing first band was playing guardian angel....hmmm.....it was okay but....yeah..get ur notes right? Because it was abit monotone....yeah...((: if u want to improve ah...if u dun want then forget what i said....((: Then AZAHARY'S band.....this want must say alot.....hahahaha.....okay guys nice work....but i see that u guys are abit lemah semangat y? Tired? u dun have to rehearse everyday..dun overwork urself.....and this is the result....hakim was tired....azhary...i was expecting more from u.....ade effect abeh mcm tk dgr gitu...tkpe lah....first time right? Good luck for othe performances...Fir okay....tapi boring....haizzz.....i was expecting u guys to actually lift up the mood...but nvrmind it's over....((: u enjoyed urself right? Aloysius....put that guitar away...u can sing but playing the guitar makes u lose ur coordination to singing.....okay? Azhary nk band maju...practice more but dun overwork urself o levels first....ahahah....give it time...relax..dun rush2......yeah...to the other bands.....all was cornerstone's gang....and yeah...mcm internal gitu eh...? ahahah dunno dun care.....and there was jumpstyle dance....WTF?!!!! KNNCB.....Walao.....didn't expect it to be one of the performances......tkpe lah...boy...jumpsytle tu mengarot....mcm retarded gitu ada faham?! AHAHAHA....Too sum up...didn't had the time to meet Mrs Serene Goh...Sorry cher....I'll meet u next year....((: Went to prayers and home....and it was boring.....nothing to do in the afternoon...just playing my guitar.....((: till then...takecares people.....((:

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Thursday, August 28, 2008

Today was okay for me......woke up quite late.....ate chicken rice.....then clean up my freaking dusty room.....crap....i was sneezing for every senond that passed....it was nice actually to sweat alot...because it's been long since that happened. hehe. ((: I actually had to give u two msgs in the morning then u would reply me....haizzz.... :( But at least u replied to me in the afternoon....i was kinda happy in a way....really it kinda lifted my mood for a moment there.....((: Then ate my dinner with my mum and elder bro....quite interesting the facts about islam. ((: Yeah watched wall e with my elder bro and sis after that....it was FREAKING fun!!!! the robot was cute....trying his best to woo another robot....yeah...thinking bout u all the way when watching the show...((: yeah...till here people.....tmr is teacher's day!!! wooooot!!!! going back sec sch.....weee!!!!! ahahahah((: Update u people bout that tmr....takecares.....;]

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! Exams are officially over!!!! Yeah!!!! It's been long since a held a guitar in my hand and so.....it's time!!!! Yeah practice the songs that i've learned so far...and perfecting on it....((: Nothing much to blog today but I'm having a great coughing time....dammit! Still coughing...and i can't stand the smell of cigrattes it makes my cough much more worse...fuck! And like someone said nk mati siang mati sendiri ah jangan tarik orang.....hahaha

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

I'm going thorough alot of changes seriously....yeah ckt paper was hard..but still managable for me so yeah...I'll just hope i pass my exams so i dun have to sit for my sub paper. Yeah somehow I do feel that both of us are drifting apart but i dunno wat else i need to do to get u back...somehow there's this phrase in malay u eat the chilli feels the spicynesss....and somehow i feel that u are always referring to me..man u seriously are one challenging girl to get so yeah...i'm still NEVER gonna GIVE UP!!!! i feel that u are always challenging me indirectly so yeah....i'm never gonna be mad just like that...i have reasons...((: i told u i'm patient and i'm gonna prove it to u....((: but somehow i feel i'm not the only one who changed i think u changed slightly....or i dun noe u well enough....

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Monday, August 25, 2008

maths paper was average for me....it's was okay...but it was at night....so freaking sleepy...and someone kept pulling my hair..ahahaha.yeah....once again....i'm telling myself to be more patient....to be honest i really am sincere about u....no doubt bout that.....yeah i can flirt with other girls but u r always on my mind....seriously....i think bout u all the time wat u r doing,how r u,are u okay....sometimes i wish u are with me but....yeah maybe it's not time yet....i can say this is abit new to me so i would apologize for every single thing that i have done....because i change my behaviour.....and i can notice that myself....before u confessed we were comfortable being with each other.....but after we confessed i feel that maybe i exxagarate too much and u were not prepared baecause u still needed time to heal from ur wounds...i'm truly sorry...but i'm here to help u with anything.....i guess u won't trust me for now....but i will try my best to gain my trust...

aiman posted at 9:07 AM • comment? sunday was a blast!!! Didn't had to go to religious class...woot!!!! tired giler......cannot take it....yah spend the whole day slacking instead of actually studying maths....aiyoooooo......watched ayat2 cinta...teringat itu anak dara lorrr....hmmm.....y? It started out fine but things are getting from bad to worse....no matter I just have to be patient so that things would work out fine between us....((: I tried calling u at night full of hopes that u might actually be happy....those hopes went down the drain...I was really dissapointed because it's been long since i talk to u..and u asked me to msg u...even if i did would u reply me? why are u doing this to me? testing my patience? i know that u r busy but yeah u didn't had to put it up on ur blog,where i find out wat's really happening now...

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aiman posted at 8:52 AM • comment? woohoo!!! No need to wash plates for once......and it was raining so yeah i'm abit relived that i didn't had to wash the plates. But seriously it was very2 tiring because it was Saturday and u had to do it the whole day.....i was wiping plates...so with my cousin and my bro and bro in law....((: Wosh...byk chicks but i was thinking would any of them be like you? U have this special something that i can't actually describe....it's just complicated words can't describe it. ((: as per normal kat belakang buat bising ah....nyanyi...kacau orang anak dara especially....((: Then came the bollywood songs....wat else? lancing lorrr.....when dancing hit some of the plates and fell down....aiyoooo. Wat is happening to me? Little did i know i was thinking of u all the time....hai....if only u knew who i really am if u would just understand me....I'm trying my best to actually listen to u....

aiman posted at 8:37 AM • comment? Day one of helping my mak busu was super tiring....cuci periuk belange sampai kol 1 pagi....yah there's still something bothering me that day I texted u but u didn't reply me.....I was abit dissapointed but I dun really mind because u had ur stuff to do and I might be disturbing u or something. I was expecting at least one msg from u....but it's okay...((: Let me tell u this....my feelings for you is sincere....if u dun believe me then i dun mind because it takes a lifetime to trust someone right? How can I expect u to trust me so easily? till then....I really do miss you...u've changed...or maybe I did...

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

You once said that I'm too nice....((: But that's who I am....(: I'm being myself rather than pretend to be someone else. I'm thinking of you all the time. Giving you the necklace means a lot to me really.....((: It was also under a full moon well not exactly under it but you get the point ((: It's just a small token of my love. And other things which I really can't figure out. But it really made my day giving u the necklace under a full moon. ;) I really do love you. You give me hope which I had lost and in a way you motivate me. ((: I might not be who you want me to be but I will try my best to be good to you my dear. ((:

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

So many things so say......So many mixed feelings......time passes by, so many things happen just like that...I must say girl u really closed to doors to my heart. But that was until I met someone who open the doors to my heart....((: She really has that smile which always never fails to cheer me up.But recently, she hasn't been smiling......I dunno what to do. I want to help but I have the tendency to be very personal and she hates that so i respect her decision. But I can't just stay there and do nothing I feel guilty.I know it's hard for u to love me but I dun mind how long it would it take for it to happen. Before i knew the fact that u like me....both of us were comfortable being what we were having. I think maybe I'm not the kind of guy u think I was but I wouldn't mind to change my ways to be more matured. ((: It really hurts me to see you be sad.

Labels: i love you always

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